We’re two birds on the same page
Trapped in a separate cage
Our curse alike-
The ruthless whirls of time
He’s a device of the past
and I’m living in mine
His present is tainted by his horrific past
And I’m in love with that broken boy from school
Who never used to smile
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The feelings inside, shackled; locked in a chest
Subjected to imprisonment – A life sentence
Could not be manifested, one-sided they were
As my heart was held hostage in your oblivion
Scared of the consequences of my admission
Of your reaction – The ultimate rejection?
My mind indecisive, fickle were my strength
The truth, like daggers through my soul
Shaking my existence from head to toe
Had to be revealed but remained a mystery
Unsolved still, as you moved on with your life
And I let myself drown, willingly, once more
Roaming, driven by wanderlust
Conquering new empires, a new endeavor everyday
Or just lost in darkness, unable to find my way back
-A
Fragments, of a memory
I had once cherished to possess
Was all I could remember,
All that was left
As the night glowed darker
And the faces grew blur
My mind began playing tricks on me
In my own slumber
We were there once
I had walked these unfamiliar roads
Lived through those moments,
Loved you for sure
I was not at fault,
Alzheimer’s was to blame
But you didn’t understand,
Insisted on calling me insane
I sobbed hard as I tried
Putting together the pieces
Of a broken heart
And my endless grief
Sick of forgetting, tired of recollecting
I threw away the pieces in remorse
Turned my back to everything, real or not
In order to find a life
devoid of heartbreak and lies
I found myself stranded, unloved and lost
In the abyss of what
I had once so hard fought
But not long before
That feeling also started to fade
And I was losing my memory,
Once again.
-A
Song Inspiration: Losing your memory – Ryan Star (11:59)
For some reason I could not fathom
We had to break, you had to leave
You told me life was about moving on
Still today you linger on my every need
Blaming you was not an option, No way!
So here am I apologizing, begging at your feet
Take me home, take me back
Surround me with love or set me on fire
The choice was yours, I was at your mercy
And you decided once again, to leave me lonely
-A
Inspiration and Expiration 
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